Archive | July 2013




Today I put on a black veil

And joined the rest of the mourners

As we followed the hearse to the cemetery

All I could think of was why did you leave so soon?


Tell me; couldn’t heaven just give me more time?

You never even said goodbye…

What about all the plans we had made?

How do you expect me to survive without you?

I can’t do this, I can’t say goodbye…not to you


I know it was never easy

I know we went through so much pain and heartbreaks

I know you had had enough of disappointments

I know you wished you could turn into stone

So as not to feel a thing


Am so sorry for letting you down

I could see you were hurting

But I was naive and stupid to think things will be better

You fought a good fight But one can only bear so much


It was an open casket

A funeral for my heart





Loving you was all I knew

Taking care of you gave me purpose

And when you left

I didn’t know what to do without you around…

I was so lost

I felt like a child

All alone, scared to death and confused

Everything looked new to me

Even the places we used to frequent

Seemed so foreign…

I was so alone

I cried myself to sleep since you walked away

My chest tightened whenever I heard your name

My heart raced whenever I thought of you

I tried moving on

But none of the guys was you…

I was so broken

Time has come and gone

But the wound hasn’t healed yet

Our love story all in the scars

Scars that will never fade

I wish you could have looked back, as you walked away

Turn, please turn…I kept wishing