Archive | September 2014



I always have this strong woman facade

and a smile to complement it

I am always happy according to everyone

and always walk with my head high

like I own the world they say

But you see right through me

You see the sweet little girl in me

ecstatically jumping up and down

With big brown eyes begging you to indulge her

You See the sad little girl too

Shy, lonesome, naive, scared

With big teary eyes begging you to hold her

You know how I am feeling

Even without asking

You know what I want and need

Better than I do

You know how slow I can be

even though you hate it

You know just the right buttons to press

Just to make me smile

And its all because

You see me




If I had a boom box

I would play it loud outside your house

As I shout without a trace of care in the world

For everyone and anyone to hear

Of how happy you make me

And of how I am hopelessly crazy about you

If I had all the colours in the world

I would paint each and every corner

Just to show all and sundry

That you are the reason behind my smile

Because I am grateful to have you

If I could climb the tallest mountain

Or swim through the vast waters

Run after the fastest creature

Or walk through the unending desserts

I would, just for you

So you could see that I mean it when I say,

That I want and need you in my life




I still get butterflies whenever I see you

My heart beats faster almost as if it wants to jump out of my chest

I can feel my cheeks getting warmer

My eyes becoming watery

And my longing for you getting stronger


More often than not I try to hide my face

So you cannot see me blush

Or the yearning desire thrusting through my eyes

But I always fail miserably

Because once you’re near and you embrace me

You can feel the pounding of my heart

The craving in my eyes and the warmth on my cheeks


In your arms I feel safe

In your arms I am content

In your arms nothing else matters

In your arms I feel like I am in heaven

Because you are my haven



Meeting you was by chance but I’m glad our paths collided

I was immediately intrigued when I met you

You were a sight to behold, one that confused my brain

A beautiful distraction I must admit

How you carried yourself was refreshing

and I couldn’t help but wish to know you better

and my hope blossomed till I was next to you


You were and still are very different

That’s what I love about you

The way you go out of your way to make others comfortable and happy

The way I fit perfectly in your arms

Or the way you make stupid remarks just to make me smile

The way you say some words

and I make you say them over and over again because It’s cute

Or the way you get in touch with me just to know if I am okay

This is just but part of the list of the things I love about you


You and I make the craziest team of the crazies

But an amazing team nonetheless

and I hope you know that I am always here for you

Through the good, the bad and the ugly am here

and I am going to spend every grain of sand of time being grateful

Being grateful of the fateful day that our wishes collided

Being grateful of the thousand splendid sunsets we are going to share



Do you see her when you look at me?

Do you wish it were her arms around you when I hold you?

Do you hate my voice and wish you had a mute button

Or that it were hers you hear instead of mine?

Do you close your eyes and wish she were next to you

every time you turn and it is just me laying beside you?


When we go out, do you relive your dates with her?

Is your favourite restaurant actually hers

and that you only take me there wishing you will bump into her?

Or do we sit at her favourite table by the window 

and you spend the whole night remembering the times she were there?



Do you tell me jokes you used to tell her

and when I don’t laugh like she used to, do you get sad?

Do you call me names you used to call her

and silently moan her name when we make love?

Do you wish I were good a kisser like her

and that I would touch you in ways that only she did?


Do you like my hair straight

Or did you tell me to do it like so because it’s how she liked hers?

Do you not introduce me to your friends

because I’m not as worthy as her?

Do you wish she would take you back?


It should be me putting that sexy smile on your beautiful face

It should be me you think of me when you are lonesome

It should be me who drives you crazy because I give you good loving

It should be me you look at and see a future

It should be me as…as it sucks to always be in her shadows




When I close my eyes and visualize you

I get shivers, a good kind of shivers

I imagine how I love taking my time with you

Exploring every aspect of your body

Over and over and over and over again!

I can feel your taste on my lips

and the urge I usually get to pull you closer

My oh my the things you make me feel


I run my hands softly on your beautiful face

and outline your succulent lips

as I whisper in your ears how much I want you

You moan gently in agreement, making me want  you more

I bite your neck gently just the way you like

and lick you slowly down to your plum breasts


My heart beats faster as I put your nipple in my mouth

While I rub the other with my hand

Then I play with the other with my tongue

and you reward me with a whimper of pleasure

I continue my exploration down to your stomach

By now you are practically nudging me to go lower

But I tease you longer making you beg even more


I kiss the insides of your thighs

and circle around your beautiful flower

I can tell you’d missed me as you are already wet…I like that

When I finally run my tongue up and down inside you

You can’t help but cry out and dig your nails into me


I bury my tongue dipper…damn you taste so good

I continue licking following your body’s rhythm

but always stopping when you are almost there

you beg me not to stop

and when I finally drive you to the edge

You cum so hard it hurts

and I hold you tight till your body stops trembling

and we start all over again



Every little inch of me knows
It knows that you are wrong for me
Every second that passes by
My soul begs me to run
But why do I STAY?

Maybe, Maybe it’s how you say my name
Maybe it is how you hold me close
Maybe it is how you smile, Oh how I love that smile
It always reassures me that everything will be okay
Maybe it is your beautiful face or how you laugh
Maybe, just maybe it’s how you look at me

Every morning when I wake up
and sigh as there’s no msg from you in my phone
Every sunset when I cry myself to sleep
Because you couldn’t spare a minute to ring me
Or because you have too many priorities and I’m just an option

Every time you call me baby
and I wonder if you call her that too
Or how many claim to have your affection

Maybe, maybe it’s the sound of your voice
Maybe it’s how you hate it when I pick from your plate
Maybe it’s how you bite your lips when you look at me
Maybe it’s how you make love to me
like nothing or no one else matters but just the two of us in that moment
Or how you cuddle me all night
as if terrified of losing me if you let go