For how long are we going to play this heartbreaking game?
I cannot keep the door open any longer
In the hope that you will come back sooner than later.
I cannot suffer any more because of you
While you claim to be trying to finding yourself
in Ann, Eve, Chantelle, Angie and Faith or is it Flora.
For how long will this stupid thing beat for you?
I try to keep it distracted with pain
So it can be too pre – occupied for you
Therefore I perform self – distracting activities
And when that doesn’t work
I embrace my dearest friends alcohol and drugs
Who dutifully make me numb
Numb is good, numb is bliss
But numb wears off and I am overwhelmed
As all the emotions I had tried to evade
Come rushing down like a broken water well
And right there and then