Do you see her when you look at me?
Do you wish it were her arms around you when I hold you?
Do you hate my voice and wish you had a mute button
Or that it were hers you hear instead of mine?
Do you close your eyes and wish she were next to you
every time you turn and it is just me laying beside you?
When we go out, do you relive your dates with her?
Is your favourite restaurant actually hers
and that you only take me there wishing you will bump into her?
Or do we sit at her favourite table by the window
and you spend the whole night remembering the times she were there?
Do you tell me jokes you used to tell her
and when I don’t laugh like she used to, do you get sad?
Do you call me names you used to call her
and silently moan her name when we make love?
Do you wish I were good a kisser like her
and that I would touch you in ways that only she did?
Do you like my hair straight
Or did you tell me to do it like so because it’s how she liked hers?
Do you not introduce me to your friends
because I’m not as worthy as her?
Do you wish she would take you back?
It should be me putting that sexy smile on your beautiful face
It should be me you think of me when you are lonesome
It should be me who drives you crazy because I give you good loving
It should be me you look at and see a future
It should be me as…as it sucks to always be in her shadows