Putting words on paper

Has always been second nature

But with you and a future

So strong, true not obscure

To lose is despair.


I want to profess

You and I, perfect mess

You treat me like a princess

But expect less

And for that I obsess.


I am but a plain Jane

With a heart tearstained

But with every beat

To you to be true

Never to make you blue.


In your arms, I am safe

In your thoughts, I reside

In your heart, I am home

In your actions, I reflect

By your side, I reign.







If only,

If only time was our friend

then we could have this beautiful moment forever and always

If only I knew the best words to say

then I would tell you how you make me feel

If only you could see yourself through my eyes

then you would see how beautiful you are


If only,

If only you weren’t afraid of breaking down the walls

Then I wouldn’t have to climb over them just to get to you

If only you could take a leap of faith and open your heart

then you would experience the joy and other perils of love

If only I were perfect and so was life

then I would promise that it won’t hurt


But sadly I’m not and sometimes life is cruel

So it’s gonna hurt pretty bad

It’s gonna tear you apart and break your will

It might even drive you to the edge

But I promise I will be there beside you all the way

and you will never be alone


I can still recall the day you approached me like it was yesterday

You looked my way and stared straight at me

with such intrigue like you were studying a rare creature

And then you smiled…

I can still feel how your smile warmed my insides

And I couldn’t understand why

but it felt like it was just the two of us in that room

no one or nothing else mattered.



I can still recall how the longing in your eyes made me shiver

and when you ran your hands through my back

down to my ass and pulled me close, I froze

You stared straight into my eyes, watching me closely

desperately waiting for a sign to nudge you on

panting, watching, begging with your eyes

and when I finally parted my lips

You leaned even closer and kissed me passionately,

full of desire, breath takingly left me wanting more





Sometimes I pinch myself

So as to convince myself

That this is not just a dream

Because when I see your face

my heart beats faster

and I cant help but smile


Sometimes I close my eyes so tight

Trying to hold on to slippery flickering moments

I can never forget the feeling

of your tongue slowly gliding all over me

Or the taste of your lips on mine

Both which make me moan with pleasure endlessly


Sometimes when you hold me close

and I can feel your heart beat against mine

I wish you could squeeze tighter so that it can last longer

Because with you, life is worth living



I have been thinking about you, about us

You make me so happy

You say and do things that fill me with delight

You make me feel so content

And I promise I am here for the long haul


I am scared of the thought of ever losing you

As a life without you is a life full of bleakness

I am scared stiff as I don’t know how to ask you

but more petrified of never knowing

So, with my heart on my sleeves…will you be  mine?


I have been thinking about you, about us

You are the most difficult person I know but so am I

You get on my nerves sometimes I could wring your neck

but the rest of the time its like living in a dream

As you are amazing AND VERY LOVING


I tremble with pleasure at your every touch

And my legs go weak with your every kiss

Hell, forever seems like a short time mpenzi

But let us give it a go with all we have

And let us fill every day with new memories



The journeys we make in life are quite unending

Always rushing from one place to another

Trying to achieve something before a day’s ending

And more often than not

You end up feeling like you been run over by a truck, bending



But this is a journey I am embarking on with excitement

For I know, I am not alone

You are always there with a smile of encouragement

Even as we travel on this road together

Not entirely sure of where this path will lead us.


I know we have both made this journey before

Using different paths that may have been full of strain

And their own share of pain

And I can not promise you much

Only that I will hold your hand and be by your side


That may not be enough to make this journey worthwhile

And we are bound to face challenges on the way

More so that you may feel like giving up

But these rocky patches will make us stronger

And one day we will look back and be glad we made this journey…together





I tried to hold on to your hand as you got on the train

I tried to hold on to that moment as much as I could


And so I held on even tighter with all my might

But your hand slid over my fingers and the doors shut


I tried to run alongside the train as it left the platform

I waived my hands hysterically

Trying to catch your attention

Before it could leave the station

But I guess you were too busy trying to find your position


I closed my eyes forcing the tears back in

And hugged myself so tight it hurt

Happy thoughts, happy thoughts…I willed

As I hung on to the memory of you kissing me goodbye

With me tiptoeing while stroking the back of your head


Drawing strength from that I rose up

And as I dusted myself off

I caught sight of you looking at me

And as you blew me a kiss

My heart sunk even further